Amber Portwood ‘Living In A Nightmare’

Earlier this week, Amber Portwood's ex Andrew Glennon was awarded full custody of their 4-year-old son

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In response to the court's decision, 32-year-old "Teen Mom OG" star took to Instagram on Thursday

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This outcome has devastated and heartbroken me

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According to the mom of two, she has worked hard to better herself and improve her relationship with her children

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In spite of my past substance abuse and mental health problems, I believe that a person should not be bound by their past mistakes

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Portwood claims that she has undergone multiple psychological evaluations to prove herself, adding that "people who went through therapy and classes should not continue to be punished."

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She concluded her post describing the legal battle as a "nightmare" and vowed she would never give up fighting for her children

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