Amber Heard says she's 'terrified' that Johnny Depp will sue her for defamation again

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The actress told Savannah Guthrie on Dateline Friday night that she was "terrified" of Johnny Depp sueing her again for defamation

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"I guess that's the purpose of a defamation lawsuit," she said in her first interview since losing her high-profile case

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Three weeks ago, a Virginia jury ruled against the Aquaman actress, affirming Depp's claims that she abused him

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Heard, 36, told Guthrie that she stands by "every word" of her testimony and that Depp repeatedly lied when he claimed he hadn't abused her

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During her romance with the 59-year-old Pirates of the Caribbean star, she also acknowledged her own bad behavior

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The things I did and said during my relationship were horrible and regrettable, Heard said

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There is so much regret in my heart

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In order to express her frustration with the trial, Heard called it an example of "run amok"

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